For those who know us, we just wanna apologize for those that we have been disrespectful to or rude to. We just feel like what need to defend every move we make... We didnt ask to grow up the way we did. We didnt ask for anything that happen to us in our child hood. We just grew up differently and wanted to fit in :-( Was just watching the movie "love dont cost a thing" and it reminds us a lot about what we went through during our high school life. We made a lot of bad choices, we cut off the wrong people, we did everything wrong... Our true friends that we grew up with that we also so called "nerds", we cut them off and decided the only way we could fit in the cool crowd was if we made fun of them and didnt hang out with them, which worked for a while. But how did that make them feel? We had so much fun, we had the girls, the popularity, what every teenage boy wished for... We started to gain some respect... As time went on we started to realize that we did everything wrong... cant believe that we were hanging out with the same people that made fun of us in the past and we were hanging with them, getting in trouble with them. Our true friends who wanted to hang out with us, we didnt show them any respect or attention. We were turning into the very thing that we were running from and avoiding during our earlier years in high school. We turned into the monsters. still feel so bad about it. I wish we could go back in time and change everything. soon are real friends started to hate us... we acted like we cared. after a while the "new friends" that we hung out with started to not like us anymore, we started getting more attention... We had nobody in the end but ourselves left. Let me say this, You have to have friends on this earth, we made some stupid choices, friends show you a lot of love, and let you know that you are not alone on this earth.. thats how we feel right now.. alone.. although we may have some what of a fame, we are alone. :-( we are so so sorry... teary eyed right now... We cant hold in how sad we are anymore. We are sorry everyone... fort wayne, indiana everyone in high school we cut everyone off for the simple fact that we wanted to try and prove some points but all we gained were enemies... i could put to be continued for this blog... but i dont know if we should talk about it anymore. many more sad stories bring back memories.. to be continued..... :'(
Back when we first change photo with our sister. reminds me of the movie"love dont cost a thing"